well i tell you now that i don't know love but i keep saying it everyday

as the title i wrote

so uhm.. yea i just saying the truth

okay everybody, do you know love?

well you can say is emotion,yes everybody feels it

well what loves feels like? do you really know it exactly??

i mean there's no one in the world know what love is

love for everyone is different

maybe for me love is only a emotion (as example)

maybe for someone love is a LUST

and for any other people love is money

love is you

love is when two people more than like with each other

love is a sacrifice 

love is something ordinary

love is a feeling that make you awake all night long

love is a butterfly on my stomach

love is sex

love is how i feel with her

love is how i feel about him

well it could be anything

each other?

well i mean there's a unilaterally love

when someone just love someone but someone they love maybe doesn't feel the same

is still love

i think...

if you think love is only for a couple 

you are totally wrong

well it's depends how you see this world

how you see everyone

how you see classify love

how you prove your feeling

love not always sex

love not always you

love not always marriage

love not always diamond ring

love not always money

how do you classify this whole thing in this world

and how do you think about someone special

there you go 

you know what love is after that

maybe for you love is HIM/HER

and maybe for me love is a reaction if i see someone i see them very perfection,i see them very beautiful and it give me feeling so comfortable and in other ways very nervous

and in other way i want to be with that person everyday,each time of my steps and even in my whole life

i keep say "I LOVE YOU"

so if i say that

means " honey i love you because, i see you perfection in my eyes,even everybody say you're a bad things/guy but for me you are beautiful i hate myself if one day i stop loving you,i want to spend everyday,everynight,each step of my life with you because you just part of my life and i don't want to leave you behind. i want you stay with me please"

but not everybody gonna say that long word everyday every minute rite

so everybody just say "i love you"

that's why it's so simple

but i love you not always means something

if you say it with you heart it feels warm

but if don't

is just a word

without any means

maybe i'm not a writer,philosopher,or whatever good with words and human feeling

but i know what i feel each day and each step in my life

and this is just how i see this whole thing in this world

xoxo

VEGAS BARBIE

things never end

who said your life so f*ing hard?

well you do said your mom murder your boyfriend

and who said we're living over dead body

it's only in your head!

your lips taste pain

your eyes see dead

your heart is dark

your blood stop

what you can do

when you feel your lover on your head

over and over tell everybody that crying taste sweetest as candy

your skin glowing when the night come

and the sun will crying over you

swallow candy in empty eyes

you call him as romantic scene

you hold my hand with pain

you cut your word for him

you paint his lips with your blood

what he want from you dear?

are he want you to be famous as your virginity

he gave you pain

he gave you kiss

he gave you lust

he gave you nothing

you gave whole of you

now you suffer

raise up

leave him

you're not with him again

he left you

the sun crying over you

the sky gave it thunder for you

the moon laugh over you

and the star kick your ass

what do you need to make it happen

are you need me to pull over yourself

you only hear a lust whisper from his mouth

and you only hear money thing from your sex

and at the end you wish the story ended

but it lies in your blood

so kiss goodbye...