because my emotion my life is so broken

hey darling..

first of all for all moslem HAPPY FASTING for all this month!

well from my title post, yes my emotion is gonna kill me faster than cancer do!

i need something to calm down

forget that

so what i'm so into in my life is

60's

factory girl, audrey hepburn, breakfast at tiffany's, edie sedgwick

amazing stylish people!

first style icon for me is Audrey Hepburn

isn't she fabulous

one thing , people dress so simple and clean like her we call it "oh she's a bit audrey"

but we there's no one like audrey who create style, who dare to invented something

people this day only mix and match the trends, they wear the HOT thing 

that's what really kill me!

they believe the judge of the media says, how pathetic is that!

next is>>

a beautiful heiress, model and andy warhol superstar

icon!

star,fabulous .i'm so into her stuff

i love the movie for her called "Factory Girl"

and i love breakfast at tiffany's starring by audrey hepburn

60'sstyle is awsome

i want the hair, the look and the style

and another thing

you should watch

SID&NANCY

watch it at video google

another inspiration for me is

and the most inspiring body

i think that's all for now

byee all

have a happy day and get some luck

xoxo

VEGAS BARBIE

man can't change so let's give a damn

heyy..

i've been so long time not posting!

too LAZY!

so i'm just share what so cool and uncool for this month

and what i've been doing lately and what people doing lately...

i love

OFF SHOULDER SHIRT ALWAYS FUN!

MINI CUTE DRESS!

high waisted shorts!

fingerless gloves!

corset top!

60's MAKEUP!

and that's what i LOVE for this month

and what i hate

MAGZ!

well i just read it for spare time! and i never buy one except bazzar or free magazine i found at mall!

well i dont hate them, i just not into them!

when a clothes been in a magazine tomorrow people wearing it at street

totally brain washer!

topshop floral dress or kinda dress that have a lot weird motifs

not so into that stuff

people who still wearing tie dye!

TRENDS!

i don't blame or hate em

or think that i have the best fashion instinct but..

i didn't really like them how they judge!

what-so-ever babe!

screw them!

NEXT>>

what people doing lately..

TWEET-ING

they really not forget to update tweet!

do a video blog to get attention of public at youtube

tell your sadness and pity life!

being a real photographer or the amateur one!

everybody gonna be a photographer, so who's gonna be a model if everyone want to be a photographer??

DAY DREAMING TO BE AN FASHION ICON

people keep chasing and be a victim of trends to be a fashion icon

for me fashion icon is..

david bowie

or

audrey kitching

gossip

gossip

new news!

lady gaga have a penis!!!!!!

is that real?

HAHA

WOW SHOCKING HUH!

but still i love her..

amazing,look at her face she's HOT!

oh yeah one thing i love about HISTORY!

MARIE ANTOINETTE

she's a french queen, a fashion icon!

and there's a movie about marie antoinette played by Kirsten Dunst

look at her clothes and everything,totally amazing i'm planning to be like that but more

21th century

HAHAHAHA

okay that's all

xoxo

VEGAS BARBIE

malu-maluin!

if you think your pathetic

or slut

or lame

....

kalo lo merasa lo orang paling malu-maluin, dan paling norak

buang jauh-jauh rasa itu!

you better see this person so close!

pathetic dumbass!!!

"buat tmen-temen waktu sd,yang ngejauhin dia?"

"EW why you bitching at your elemantary problem?what are you doing nostalgia with all that?congratulation slut!"

"....makan tuh"

"apa yang mau dimakan ya?your song?no thanks i rather fasting than eat your song and voices"

"paling cantik sedunia"

"THANKS at last you recognize it, at least i'm not like a dumbass slut who do copy cat riteee.."

"who do you think you are?"

"who?me!and do you think what are you??ergh pathetic!"

"lagu buat yang nyakitin gw"

"thanks!! bener-bener mentally sick dumbass ya,orang benci dikasi lagu baik banget so sweeet!"

hell-ooo is anybody here care about her elementary problem?

keep your own business and why your bitching at your old problem?

fucked up! mentally sick malu-maluin Indonesia aja!

thanks

for get on my nerve in a-so-late-night!

xoxo

VEGAS BARBIE

curhatan gw sama nyokap gw pasca sakit hati

beberapa kata yang gw kutip dari nyokap gw 

selalu gw jadiin pelajaran dan solusi bagi orang lain setelah gw cerna

tapi nyokap gw emang selalu ngajarin gw yang terbaik tapi kadang terlalu yang terbaik jadi

advice buat orang yang udah mau nikah

kemaren gw sempet putus

that's the worst part

terus my mom asking me all day 

"kenapa kamu bisa putus sih?dia tuh baik banget loh dia korbanin waktu dia buat kamu"

"kamu tuh jadi cewe jangan suka mainin orang kasian kan!"

"jangan mau jadi piala bergilir"

"kalo mau dihargain cowo tuh kamu pake baju yang bener"

"cowo suka kalo cewe pake baju yang kulitnya keliatan dikit aja, gak show off"

"kalo show off cowo bakal mikir kalo ini cewe udah diliat banyak orang"

"pokoknya jangan pake baju yang show your boobs,karena kalo show gtu nanti cowo bakal mikir 'wah gampang diliat ini' tapi kalo engga.it makes you more mysterious jadi ngebuat penasaran kan"

HAHAHAHA

she is the best!

bahwa seperti gw udah kaya orang mau dinikahin aja

wish i know what to do

hey baby

what are you doing there

i'm here crying

remembering you walk out

where are you

are you remember me..

see the sky never be the same

i pass the living room where we use to sit

it hurts

my tears drop sure crying

i knoww..

is not a time to ask for your heart

i knoow..

i will crying

i know..

i will miss you a lot

yes i miss you miss you miss you...

i want you to happy darling

yes i want you to happy

how if i wish upon a star to stop my heartbeat today

wish upon a star i move 

i love you love you

but..

i can't stay longer

i'm lying 

wish i can swallow a purple pills

wish i can sleep all day

wish i can get out 

wish i know what to do

i'm sorry..

tears drop do crying

tears drop falling

this is torn apart my heart

let hear the sun and feel the summer

no no

there's no more summer

let's hear the wolf crying in the middle of winter

wish my lash back to dry again

wish i know what to do

i can't hug your back

i can't hear your heartbeat no more